Alone. Standing on the precipice filled with fear and trepidation paralyzed by the knowledge of what lies behind, the abyss, the addiction, the self-loathing, the utter defeat and humiliation but seeing no way out after years filled with trying, failing, […]
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Because We Have Boats
Hurricanes are kind of our claim to fame – because we have boats.~ James Cummings, Game Warden What do you have to offer? How can you help? Experience? Equipment? Understanding? What boats do you have to rescue compulsive eaters? Can […]
Continue reading »The Non-Swingers
I watch those who were zapped abstinent and have kept it for years. I look at them askance, sometimes, expecting them to have swing like a pendulum back to old patterns, to the eating insanity that I experience all too […]
Continue reading »Like a Cricket Infestation
Welcome home. The annual cricket infestation has hit the courthouse. They vacuumed my office… three times…today. I know they scare people, annoy others, cause a worry about health, create paranoia about taking off shoes… and putting them on. But they’re […]
Continue reading »I Give Up
These are my expectations for myself, and I’ve had to let go of them for others. ~ Voices of Recovery (Kindle Location 2836). I am the master of the universe, the dictator of all things, responsible to see that the world […]
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