By trying to control others through manipulation and direct force, we had hurt our loved ones. When we tried to control ourselves, we wound up demoralized. Even when we succeeded, it wasn’t enough to make us happy. ~ The Twelve Steps […]
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In Relationship to Truth
The reality that whatever you feel or think this moment about getting loaded must come after the certainty of what always happens when that crap gets in your body. You may have seen the truth of this quite clearly at […]
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Illusive all my life, they speak of it, urge it on me, disdain my lack of it, hound me to find it, beg me to get some. The puzzle is how! I tried and tried but getting all the colors […]
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Lord, let me be free of tendrils, those I reach out to someone else, dependent, subservient, clingy. Teach me to stand on my own, to make decisions based on my truth, to love but not adhere to someone i fear […]
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I swore to you I’d be honest. I told you I can lie well, have proven I can fool you. I swore to you I’d be honest. I told you I’d report my food and eat right. I’m being honest. […]
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