I watch those who were zapped abstinent and have kept it for years. I look at them askance, sometimes, expecting them to have swing like a pendulum back to old patterns, to the eating insanity that I experience all too […]
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Some Days
Some days it doesn’t pay to chew through the restraint. ~ Miranda O Good morning! Top of the morning to you! But some days….. Your preferred greeting is, GRRR! Down days happen. Life gets rocky. But how do you react? […]
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The false self is like any other living thing, it does’t want to die. ~ Miranda All life hangs in there. The mosquito cannot know you’re trying to squish her but dips and dives and avoids most swishes. The animals […]
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You offer a bite, urge me to eat, you made it for me, it’s to die for, what do I think of the recipe, will it work for the big event, what more seasoning does it need… You have your reasons […]
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I’ll be leaving now but you won’t know it… I don’t even know myself. But you can see the clues if you know where to look. I carried the key but missed so many meetings I was embarrassed and passed […]
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