I don’t want to project. But man it’s so hard. Regrets don’t get us far. Changing who you are does… Wow. This is like a shitty 4th and 5th step. ~ M.G. Hindsight is convincing. The paradox is that the […]
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Forgiveness
God does not forgive because He has never condemned. And there must be condemnation before forgiveness is necessary. ~ Schucman, Dr. Helen. A Course in Miracles (Kindle Location 15043). Foundation for Inner Peace. I’ve done enough condemning me to last a […]
Continue reading »The End
We always knew what the end was, goal weight, wearing the size dress that Mother did, fitting into the outfit that had gone out of size, decades back, but success was fitting it again, looking like we wished for the […]
Continue reading »The Epitome of OA
If Overeaters Anonymous were defined in the dictionary, the picture would be of Vesta. The first to arrive for each meeting, we order tokens for her each year because nobody else has abstinence as long as hers. She’s held office […]
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The “diet” began at age thirteen with diet pills, I meandered through “chubby” clothes the 1/2 tag, slacks wearing out first at the inner thighs, chiding comments from Mother and others, called in Red Rover by the description, “Let Fat […]
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