One day I walked into a cafe to telephone. In no time I was beating on the bar asking myself how it happened. As the whisky rose to my head I told myself I would manage better next time, but […]
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Restless, Irritable and Discontented
Restless, irritable, and discontent AKA uneasy, annoyed, never satisfied ~ Jennifer R. R. The Doctor’s Opinion in the Big Book gave us a now-familiar phrase, “To them, their alcoholic life seems the only normal one. They are restless, irritable and […]
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I find myself surrounded by love. I can feel that, and hope in my heart but all the people but me seem so much better settled than I, and whenever I ask about why I’m not thy seem always to […]
Continue reading »No More Eating Worms
I am no longer attracted to people who would have me believe they know what’s best for me. ~ For Today (Kindle Location 253). “Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I’ll go eat worms.” Why is this a children’s […]
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Into the day that reveals me, White as the lamp from every side I blame the Powers that I imagine For the defeat that claims my very being. In the caring arms of the whole plan I have winced and […]
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