Restless, irritable, and discontent AKA uneasy, annoyed, never satisfied ~ Jennifer R. R. The Doctor’s Opinion in the Big Book gave us a now-familiar phrase, “To them, their alcoholic life seems the only normal one. They are restless, irritable and […]
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Conundrum
I find myself surrounded by love. I can feel that, and hope in my heart but all the people but me seem so much better settled than I, and whenever I ask about why I’m not thy seem always to […]
Continue reading »Deciding on Lunch
First choice is the half price cheeseburger Sonic has advertised, but I promised not to go to Sonic because ice cream calls my name. So it’s lunch at home. There my first choice would be bread, two slices of course, […]
Continue reading »Our Non-Existent Willpower
Our so-called will power becomes practically nonexistent. We are unable, at certain times, to bring into our consciousness with sufficient force the memory of the suffering and humiliation of even a week or a month ago. We are without defense […]
Continue reading »No More Eating Worms
I am no longer attracted to people who would have me believe they know what’s best for me. ~ For Today (Kindle Location 253). “Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I’ll go eat worms.” Why is this a children’s […]
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