Not working toward a goal, that is my real goal. ~ M.G.

A goal: the object of a person’s ambition
or effort; an aim or desired result.
A goal: what I choose and try to reach
by my own design, capabilities,
adeptness, efforts.
A goal: self reliant desired result.
A goal: Failure to surrender,
to actually pray, not merely
mouth the words, “Not my will
but Thine be done”
Not working toward a goal,
that is my real goal!