Not Really Me

Others see me as confident,
intelligent, capable, talented,
a born leader, one who should be,
one who is competent.
But I know me, and that’s not me.
I can’t remember names,
have no idea which direction is where,
cannot spell, that which I would not do,
I do…and vise versa.
I can’t do anything, have no self-confidence.
Those who know me best can tell you
I’m usually wrong, can do nothing right…
That’s not me. They can’t both be true…
or can they?