Nightmares haunt my sleep, anxieties plague my days, regrets burden my leisure as guilt drives me to escape, to find such peace as once I knew, to behaviors in times past that comforted my fears. The world remains the same. […]
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December 17, 2006
I sought professional help a third time, attempting to sort through my psychoses (my term, not a clinical diagnosis). Something this time was prodding and piercing my protective wall. The gift from my counselor of the second edition of the […]
Continue reading »A Needed Change
9. Change is often resisted when it is needed the most. ~ MarcAndAngel.com This is the pits! I can’t take another moment. I’d give anything to escape from this insane rodent wheel. Get me out of here! What? You want me […]
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Would that I could but I can’t control me. I swear that I’ll change but cannot agree for I bicker and protest and fall on my face seek the good but instead to pitfalls I race disgruntled and hopeless, for […]
Continue reading »Measured by Measurements
who measured her by her measurements…. a life of boredom wrapped in a ball gown…. this life was too big to be bottled ~ June Rose Dowis How often have I measured myself and everyone around me by my measurements, the […]
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