This may be a fine program but it’s not going to work for me, I know since I’ve tried everything, most of them multiple times… like Weight Watchers, Adkins diet, those candies, do you remember, Aids before that meant something […]
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Time Out
Enough. I‘ve worked, struggled, tried to perfect, come close, lacking some. But that’s it. Anything more is smearing the paint, too much salt, spoiling the brew. I‘ll stop now. It would be good to meditate, to exercise, to pamper me. […]
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If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. ~ The Big Book and A Study Guide of […]
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I could tell myself I was educated, respected, affluent, successful, appreciated, living a meaningful life. I could tell myself those things — I could convince other people they were true, but I couldn’t persuade myself to believe. I knew from […]
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Twenty years ago a counselor told me he would hypnotize me but my curious self, my analytical mind, could remain conscious, aware. He called it a lifeguard, keeping watch. Today a wise woman said my pain body — the feel-sorry-for-me child — […]
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