Now and then we may be granted a glimpse of that ultimate reality which is God’s kingdom. And we will be comforted and assured that our own destiny in that realm will be secure for so long as we try, however falteringly, to find and do the will of our own Creator.~ AA World Services Inc. Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions (p. 98). AA World Services, Inc. Kindle Edition.

Not an impossible task, because it’s not up yo us.
We don’t…can’t… earn “that realm ”  securely even should we
try, however falteringly, to find and do the will of our own Creator.”
No, there is no “try” “No! No different!
Only different in your mind. You must unlearn what you have learned.”
We must surrender, release control, trust a loving Power who can.
And who does if we move however falteringly toward the ideal.