When, Then

When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be. ~ Lao Tzu

It’s hard to hold open a door
as you move to the next,
to keep the old options open
when seeking the new.

It’s hard to remain constant
as you become someone else,
to have the traits you replace
while substituting others.

When I release the crutches
that have served me so long
only then can I find the strength
to set aside false hope, be renewed.